Anger

29 07 2007

why am i so angry lately?…it doesn’t feel good…

i wake up and i feel mad…mad about things i have little control  over….i go over arguements that will never happen….situations that may be….it’s unhealthy.

i want that feeling of joy…contentment….bliss…..ignorant bliss





President Bush….The Facist

24 07 2007

lifted from another site…..our president is the biggest trator….not only is the blood of our soldiers on his hands, but he is stripping our nation of it’s rights one by one..

 why aren’t we more afraid?….

July 19, 2007
Bush Outlaws All War Protest In United States

In one of his most chilling moves to date against his own citizens, the American War Leader has issued a sweeping order this week outlawing all forms of protest against the Iraq war. 

President Bush enacted into US law an ‘Executive Order’ on July 17th titled “Blocking Property of Certain Persons Who Threaten Stabilization Efforts in Iraq”, http://www.whitehouse.gov/news/releases/2007/07/20070717-3.html and which says: 

”By the authority vested in me as President by the Constitution and the laws of the United States of America, including the International Emergency Economic Powers Act, as amended (50 U.S.C. 1701 et seq.)(IEEPA), the National Emergencies Act (50 U.S.C. 1601 et seq.)(NEA), and section 301 of title 3, United States Code, 

I, GEORGE W. BUSH, President of the United States of America, find that, due to the unusual and extraordinary threat to the national security and foreign policy of the United States posed by acts of violence threatening the peace and stability of Iraq and undermining efforts to promote economic reconstruction and political reform in Iraq and to provide humanitarian assistance to the Iraqi people, it is in the interests of the United States to take additional steps with respect to the national emergency declared in Executive Order 13303 of May 22, 2003, and expanded in Executive Order 13315 of August 28, 2003, and relied upon for additional steps taken in Executive Order 13350 of July 29, 2004, and Executive Order 13364 of November 29, 2004.” 


here’s the link in the text:

http://www.whitehouse.gov/news/releases/2007/07/20070717-3.html





Tammy Faye Messner

21 07 2007

R.I.P. Darling.  You are with your Lord now.  One more beautiful Angel…..

http://apnews.myway.com/article/20070722/D8QHBVM00.html





Tammy Faye Messner

19 07 2007

my  new hero….as someone with a potentially fatal illnes, AIDS, i only hope i can have half the courage and spirit she shows if i become that ill.  i’m not a religous person, i’m more spiritual, but i can see her lord and faith in her eyes. 





Hypocrisy Abound

18 07 2007

it’s everywhere these days and nobody cares….it comes from everyone, no matter who they are…..i’m sure i’m a bit guilty as well….

 but what bothers me most is when public figures are blatently hypocritical….don’t they realize everything is on tape or audio?…..

lets take the senator who admited he used an “escort” service…no big deal except it’s illegal and he’s a “family values” republican who repeatedly talked up his high moral values and way of life while demoralizing all others………then that idiot tucker carlson says we shouldn’t destroy a man’s career over a “personal” matter….huh?  i guess he’d feel that way if this seator was beating his wife as well?….he’s a law breaking lawmaker.

 then we get Bush, who continuously tells us all is good in iraq and that we are fighting the terrorists there….the terrorist we brought there mind you…..give them time..a vacation…no benchmarks, just an open ended death sentence for our soldiers….up yours mr. president….

 then we have all the good conservative christians who judge everyone…want to police everything personal…..could care less about the poor, uninsured, and destitute in our nation….they’re so jesus-like……elizabeth on the “view” today said of the unisured children….”well, were are their parents….”, so compassionate……

today i saw no good in the world only hypocracy……





Presidential Primary/Election Process

5 07 2007

our process is flawed in this country and needs a serious overhaul….

 first off, why don’t we have a national primary….why give anymore weight to certain states above the others? and iowa and new hampshire?…please.  i’m sure they are beautiful states with great people but c’mon….those 2 states together have less people than my state, new jersey, and my state is more diverse and reflexs the nation more….we need a national primary period.

second, we need to get the money out.  it is obscene the amount of money needed to just run.  no wonder the candidates can’t relate to us, they’re just money whores. 

we own the airwaves so lets desgnate a channel to elections.  it’ll be on every cable system or satellite and for those few who don’t have cable or satellite, on a prehistoric channel as well.  each candidate gets a set amount of time to tell us what they would do if elected, not give half truths and lies about their apponent.  these messages would run for all to see and could be updated.  this would take away not only the obscene money, but also the “favors” as well. 

then any prvate adds that run on regular tv would be fact checked before being ran.  if it was factually inaccurate or gave missleading info, it would be scraped. 

we really need to update are system, the current one is broke.  people we need to wake up or nothing will changed and we’ll keep getting what we deserve…..





Keith Olbermann

4 07 2007

go to the following link to read or see his special comment regarding why bush and chainey should resign.

http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/19588942/





Alzheimer’s is Cruel

3 07 2007

went to see my great aunt today, she’s falling deeper and deeper into the abyss….her eyes seems hollow and even though there are signs of life, a smile, a laugh, there is little recognition of the world around her….
this fate was bestowed on her sister, my grandmother, and her mother……i watched my grandmother waste away mentally then physically………..did she even know me towards the end?….was she scared?…i wish i knew
going through this again i worry about my fate, is it mine too…..i’m scared, sad and angry…..this cruel illness is unforgiving.
i remember my aunt as the talker, the one who loved to chat, gossip….now she can’t even put a sentence together…..it hurts to see her, but i know i must visit….maybe she does know me and it brings her joy….i hope so because it only brings me pain and sadness………..