Alison Moyet

 one of the worlds best voices is coming out with a new CD in October.  it’s only available as an import in the USA, but worth it.  go here to get a preview, photos, and order info. 

http://www.alisonmoyettheturn.com/

I’m not Gay……….

….except when I’m soliciting sex in a airport bathroom…or a bathroom in a public park….or from a gay escort while snorting meth….or unless I’m trying to arouse male pages with sexy text messages….but I’M NOT GAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hypocrites, liars, and sad sad men they are.  i might feel sorry if they had any remorse about trying to vilify the same behavior they partake in, but no…..just excuses and more lies………….assholes…..so i hope their worlds come crumbling down hard and they are left with nothing but their empty bitter lives.

 what amazes me is that nobody is discussing that most of the men who frequent public places to have sex with other men live “straight” lives and are usually the most homophobic idiots around.  so their actions feed the hatred that keep gays suppressed and vilified.  I went to a spot known for this kind of behavior to check out who was frequenting these places and found numerous cars with child seats in the back…….ladies do you know where your husband is?

I don’t believe in “outing” usually, but in these cases I’m all for it…..

Anger PT. 2

why do I lose it so easily sometimes?…I feel it bubbling up and can’t stop it….maybe that’s good?…healthy?….

I need to let things go sometimes…life is short, a thing I know too well…….

BREATHE IN…..RELEASE……..

My Birthday

well, I made it to another one…..8 since I became ill….I guess as you get older they lose their luster…..in 2 days the anniversary of my mother’s passing….7 years for that…

maybe my birthday’s are lacking because she always made them a big deal…like holidays…no more fan fair, just the obliglatory card and gift….almost forced….

oh well, I guess it’s all the same……..

Friends

through ones life friends come and go….if you’re lucky you’ll have a few that last your whole life….even though this is reality, it’s still not easy when friendships fade….especially when you’re ill and know that could be part of the reason…

when I first became ill they rallied around…by my side…..I came home, not sure if I’d survive…still they rallied…..a miracle, I got better….and still better….then they began to fade away….one by one

first co-workers……the calls came less and less….then the ones I thought would never go….my college buds……too much trouble I guess…I wasn’t useful?….I was confused, hurt, disappointed…but life goes on, and thankfully mine seemed to be….

so I felt now I had my core…..but as I continued to get better, more independent, driving again, maybe work….volunteering….they continue to fade….

I know I never asked a lot, not my nature…..now that I can travel to them, they’re not there…..I’m not naive, I know life goes on, they’re busy, but to just forget I exist….that pains me…

I have a strong outer shell, always have….a former co-worker nicked named “teflonman”….but it hurts, scares me….we all want to be remembered when we die….to feel like we mattered to someone, anyone….I’m no different.

I guess this is my new chapter…….I’ll try to make it memorable.

Free Speech Zone

this is brilliant and frightening……..

Karl Rove

well, the weasel resigned today….no more elections or policies to manipulate….no more rights to erode….he’s done enough damage to our constitution already…..

he gets all teary eyed saying goodbye…..awww, the devil has a soul…..this president’s legacy walking out the door…..i wish he’d follow…more than a year left….god help us…

now the right wing pundits praise Rove all day….their savior, god, the man who made them relevant…..the man who divided the nation and gave these so called “news people” life….who will feed them their lines now?

go on and go away…..may we never hear from you again…..

When Does it End….

the democrats give bush his warrantless wiretaps with new broader reach…WTF!!!!!!!!!!

then they put Gonzalez in charge of keeping an eye on bush…..WTF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

am i living in a alternative universe?

what do they think we put them in charge to do?….hump GWB’s leg…no, we wanted to put a cap on this administrations assault on our constitution…

IMPEACH THE PRICKS…..NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

debate tonight…..nobody answers the questions….their own agenda….talking points….can they talk without a talking point?

“pull out the troops, that what I’d do”, they say….but what did we do to Iraq?….can we leave it to burn?…..but can we spill our soldiers blood for a lost cause?…..i don’t know..

do they?